2.13 a.m Sunday

To the one that i lost,

There are a lot of things around us that can be observe... But we are too busy to spot them.

On Saturday morning, i went morning walk with my mum, recently i was very busy to make sure that i finish all the chemistry tutorial and as well as study for physics, that i neglect people around me, during the walk, i saw kids, parents and also people who are more unfortunate. All these views triggered me, i usually do not look at them and just complete my walk, but, on saturday, i actually look at them, saw their smiles when children jump around and successfully learnt how to ride the bicycle.

Then only i realize the simple thing in life is not about

how rich u r,

how smart u r,

how great u r,

how handsome or pretty u r,

But its the heart u have and the smile in you that make things so much different!!

Smile always..

To the person i always share my thoughts with,

Then i went to the wet market, it was really wet and dirty inside the market, smelly too...
But, i saw people working inside the wet market, they are all sweating, and tired...
I stood on a strategic place, and watch the whole scene, i saw how they convince ppl to buy their goods, i saw them mumbling because the customer was too picky, i saw them sitting down and gasping for airs, i saw them chit chatting,

Then only i realise that we are not alone in this world...

Sometimes i am scared of being alone,

i know how it feels, because i was once being left out,

but somewhere, somehow,

theres always someone there to help, to cheer u up,

cause u r not alone...

And never alone :)

To the one that always care for me,

Then i went home, i decided to help my mum with housework, i sweep the floor, i clear the table and chairs, i wipe my piano and i tidy up every one's bedroom, while working, i dream, sometimes i just try to remember what i had done in the past, anything that i need to do to improve myself?

I will learn how to control my temper, anger and my emotions.

I will not make everyone worry for me especially my friends and family,

i will care for them more than i care for myself,

i will cry when i saw anyone of them crying, because i wan to share their pain, and sorrow...

I accept critics if i know it is true,

i receive comments when i think it is correct,

i cut down my ego in front of my friends because it doesn't matter anymore, who win who lose... We are all friends,

we are ranked under one name...

"FRIENDS"

Just Val